I always wanted a family, a wife and children.
I have a child but the wife is just fantasy.
I loved someone but she doesn't care.
I wanted to love her but she doesn't exist.
love is so unfair, for I poured all my love to fantasy.
while my life is not fantasy for I can pinch myself and feel the pain of my sharp nails.
for love is such an easy word to say but in reality it's
hard to hear the beat of some one's heart.
I just take a ride in the sky on my ship fantasise and
my dreams will come true miles away.